The Desire To Vanish Myself

by Orquìlux

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1.	Prologue 01:00		buy track
2.	A Strange Feeling 05:10	lyrics	buy track
I'm burning from this sensation.. why i'm here?... Why this feeling is sealing me?.. it drags me in... Emotions vibrate in my inner.. lingering outside slowly are this the ruins of my hiraeth? signs of my feels Deeps despairs in these effigy. A strange feelings takes me in.
3.	Through the Hallway 04:00	lyrics	buy track
Walking through the way.......i see in my eyes Rooms of warm joy.....i hear the lives Souls brightly dancing......i find relief gleams of time.....inside my mind Love,Joy,Dreams......Inside this place.
4.	A Splendid Light 03:01	lyrics	buy track
Why this glow? Why this warmness? why this purity? why this harmony?
5.	The Thought 01:15	lyrics	buy track
Whispers of my..... thoughts Weaving of My Eyes....Atone fulcrum of my desire....
6.	Trying to Reach 03:09		buy track
7.	Moving Light 02:24		buy track
8.	The Roots of a Lost Meadow 05:17	lyrics	buy track
Roots of lost a meadow Immersed in shadows of dry flowers Grass dew absorbed by fog. Lake stained from roots of other lives Lotus of souls devoid of mist. in the midst of the glaring moon. Mesmerized by lullabies. Kaleidoscopes of glazed fireflies...
9.	The Bell Tower 04:49	lyrics	buy track
Tower of desire Veil of aurora Falling sparks from sky. Sounds of life, melds desires. Embrace my eyes feels my time of Dreams of you and your precious glare.
10.	The Mirror of Love, Happiness and Nostalgia 06:12		buy track
11.	Embrace 03:30		buy track

about

Recorded and produced in the autumn of 2018 with members: Nicholas Parente, Damiano Cerquito.

The Desire To Vanish Myself is based on a story of Sorrow,Love,Anger,Nolstagia and Happines.
The theme is located in a ruin of a monastery.
The concept is talking about a man who want to reach a "strange" light but follow it, it's a difficult challenge, in which he will have to fight his fears, re-live all his old memories... until he reach the light...and together vanish in the sky.

Thanks you all who support our music buying this album, we are really glad that you support us.

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released September 20, 2019

Band:

Nicholas Parente - Acoustic and Electric Guitars/ Piano/Cello & Violin/ Irish Flute/ Drums and Percussion/ Celtic Instruments.

Damiano Cerquito - Bass/Death.

Francesco Laudato - Clean Vocals

Album Art by Nicholas Parente

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